Wednesday, December 05, 2012
Eighty degrees in December. I'm still having the annoyance of much less weight loss than usual for the past month but TOM showed up a week early after being completely pin pointable since July so I'm totally hoping that will make a huge difference in getting me back on track. But I'm not sure. For a few days I thought that pushing my water would get me back in line but that did now good. I finally found the best schedule with drinking thirty two ounces before work and again after work instead of all at once or during work but after forcing fluids for over a week, I realized I wasn't losing at all and possibly gaining again! Aside from that...I have GOT to get over my weighing OCD!!! It is getting rediculous and I'm sure it can't be helping my attitude which probably means it affects my weight loss too! I wonder how many weigh in's it adds up to? For over four months...every single day...as soon as I wake up, before I shower for work, AFTER I shower for work (sometimes see a loss then), when I get home from work, just before I go to bed...and four or five other times daily if I really wanna tell the truth. Obsess much?
We get to go back to the cabin this weekend for the first time in a few months and will be putting in the stove in a couple of weeks as well as starting the deck that Ron just has to have. Maybe then I will find other things to focus on for a few hours out of the day. Maybe. I'm excited that my fifteen year old has finally agreed to a midnight bedtime. Is it crazy that I'm excited to get him in bed that early? Also happy for the twenty one year old getting an extra eight hours per week for his job. Anyway, as crazy as it is, I'm gonna put up a pic of my leather jacket and 14's since I have been asked to. So. Against my better judgement...
Don't ask me why I can't smile...probably the stress of trying to take a pic of myself?