Tuesday, December 04, 2012
November was a horrible month for me!!! So glad it's over, but it doesn't look like December is going to be any better!!! The first week of the month (November) I spent moving into our new rental house so we could get out of the horrible house we were living in and move closer to my sick mother. I think it took me the whole month to even get unpacked and then on Monday November 26th my mother passed away. She lost her battle to breast cancer!
I was driving to work this morning thinking about how terribly sad I feel every single day, knowing my mother is gone is taking the life right out of me. I just feel like I don’t care anymore….So driving to work this morning talking to myself in my head I told myself you’ve got to start taking care of yourself again, Mama wouldn’t want you to lay down and give up on anything, she was a warrior and she would want the same for her family! So in order to distract myself from the pain of losing her I am going to crawl back on the weight loss wagon and do what it takes to start losing some more weight, because I know I’ve gained some back from November…I was eating crap and not exercising a bit! I need all the support I can get right now!
Thanks everyone for reading my blog and listening to my blabber!