Dasher and Rudolph almost got run over by a Ford truck! and misc.....

Monday, December 03, 2012

Here we are driving home and almost got into an accident when 2 deer bolted in front of the truck! My husband missed both thank god cause they were huge!!!!!!!!!!! But I still don't know how the heck he did, I mean they came out of no where, we thought the first one was a wolf at first as we saw a wolf on that same road the other day. Scared the heck out of us all and it was only 530pm I mean it was dark already but didn't expect that...
I mean I don't have much Christmas spirit as it is , don't want to get in trouble with Santa and hit a few of his sleigh pullers hahaha... I kept thinking of that song grandma got run over by a reindeer and in my version Santa's deer got run over by a Ford truck and for sure would get coal for that one.
Today went to the Cemetary to put a Santa , snowflake with two big candy canes at mom's grave, I said a prayer with my husband and son , tears just started flowing down my face. It's really hit me , she won't be over for Christmas...
I keep picturing her in the dress she wore to my wedding (buried in it) and although today it was 62 here I keep thinking how cold she must be cause she was always chilly. I have to admit I'm really upset and I didn't think her death would hit me like this because she could be so mean to me. I can't even imagine how my son will react to one of us going because we're always together as a family and he knows he's loved so much. If I can break up like this over a mom that never really showed love I can't even imagine how he'll be when I go some day. I just hope when my time comes he'll have found a nice wife and have her support along with my husbands (have always thought I'd go first).
Hubby went to the Chiropractor today, he's been getting injections in his back we're hoping for some relief for him anything at this point would be good as we don't want him to have surgery, he said he felt some difference but was only first appointment so , hoping for the best.
The weather here was gorgeous! We ran into my dad at the Cemetary , he goes everyday and he said he was crying yesterday cause he was watching Andy William special and my mom use to watch it with him every Christmas and sing the songs. He said he thinks she knows when he goes cause the flag he has on her grave was the only one blowing wildly yesterday while all the others weren't. I never thought he'd be going to a grave site everyday, but I think he realizes just how much he loved her and misses her.
Well going to go rest it's been an emotional day....
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