Monday, December 03, 2012
So many health issues, the passing of my mother and the need to care for my dad. I have been so engulfed in doing everything for everyone that I have gotten into a self-destructive spiral. I went back to indulging in all the bad foods and habits. I am starting fresh. I have been in a wheelchair for a while and I am just beginning to stand up on my own again. I will take things more slowly this time and try to be more honest with myself and goal focused. If I have a bad food day then it will be just that and not a bad food week. Each day I will start anew and hopefully succeed this time.
I have gained so much weight in that wheelchair. My ankles are hurting again and so are my knees. Unbelievable, I used to love gymnastics and received trophies for it, now, walking is a struggle. I want my life back so I have to be accountable.