Monday, December 03, 2012
She would've turned 7 tomorrow so I'm gonna put flowers on her grave, I know she's in in heaven but I miss her so so much, my firstborn baby girl. I don't want her to think that she's been forgotten. She fought as long as she could. Sometimes I have flashbacks and I see her as though it was only a few days ago... Not 7 yrs. the yr I nearly died giving birth to her, severe preeclapmpsia :(
When I came here it was overcast and sprinkling rain but when I sang Amanda her happy birthday the sun shone while I was singing to her. It was like a hole opened up in heaven and I could feel her love.
Happy birthday my sweet mini baby even though u were here 2 months 19 days you touched mommy and those who loved you deeply.
Momma loves you Amanda Rose