Saturday, December 01, 2012
Were okay. Goodies at work fit into the plan - I made it work for me. Lost 6 pounds....got back to walking for me.
My husband is another subject all together. Seems everything I do is wrong and I never do anything for him. So, last night - he stormed off again...came back wasted...and I told him that I was tired of arguing. Something needs to be done about all of this. I can't take it. He said "I don't want to argue anymore either", Today - he stayed in bed ALL DAY! Got up to use the bathroom or go outside to smoke. He has been in a ^&%$* mood and I am just letting it all run off of my back. I am giving it over to God - He can handle him. I cannot understand him. I cannot make him happy. I just have to stick to this(I hope I can).
This is my last Christmas with my kids as kids - my oldest will be 18. Doing the chocolate Advent calendars. They love it! And I love watching them do it. I love them..they get me thru the days and nights....