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The first six days of restart...

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Were okay. Goodies at work fit into the plan - I made it work for me. Lost 6 back to walking for me.

My husband is another subject all together. Seems everything I do is wrong and I never do anything for him. So, last night - he stormed off again...came back wasted...and I told him that I was tired of arguing. Something needs to be done about all of this. I can't take it. He said "I don't want to argue anymore either", Today - he stayed in bed ALL DAY! Got up to use the bathroom or go outside to smoke. He has been in a ^&%$* mood and I am just letting it all run off of my back. I am giving it over to God - He can handle him. I cannot understand him. I cannot make him happy. I just have to stick to this(I hope I can).

This is my last Christmas with my kids as kids - my oldest will be 18. Doing the chocolate Advent calendars. They love it! And I love watching them do it. I love them..they get me thru the days and nights....
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    Cathy, I'm sorry you and your husband are still having problems. I hope things get better soon.
    1754 days ago
    You can only control yourself - no one else. AND - you can also only control the way you react to other people - not how they act towards you! I hope things get better for CAN do this - just make sure to remind yourself, even through gritted teeth and clenched fists - that you CAN DO THIS, no matter what!!!! :-)
    Praying for you, my friend.
    ~ Christa
    1757 days ago
    emoticon on the 6 lbs loss!! That's emoticon

    Sorry to hear about you and your husband arguing. emoticon I hope things get better. emoticon

    Enjoy your Christmas. My son loves the choclate advent calendar too.
    1757 days ago
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    You will be in my prayers. God Bless you and your journey! emoticon
    1757 days ago
    You be strong. every time he brings you down be encouraged. You are worth it. let God have him. He can do a much better job with him than you or anyone else can. Enjoy you beautiful children. emoticon
    1757 days ago
    Thats all you can do. FOCUS on you and the rest wi work itself out. Hugs
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