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The first six days of restart...

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Were okay. Goodies at work fit into the plan - I made it work for me. Lost 6 pounds....got back to walking for me.

My husband is another subject all together. Seems everything I do is wrong and I never do anything for him. So, last night - he stormed off again...came back wasted...and I told him that I was tired of arguing. Something needs to be done about all of this. I can't take it. He said "I don't want to argue anymore either", Today - he stayed in bed ALL DAY! Got up to use the bathroom or go outside to smoke. He has been in a ^&%$* mood and I am just letting it all run off of my back. I am giving it over to God - He can handle him. I cannot understand him. I cannot make him happy. I just have to stick to this(I hope I can).

This is my last Christmas with my kids as kids - my oldest will be 18. Doing the chocolate Advent calendars. They love it! And I love watching them do it. I love them..they get me thru the days and nights....
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  • v BEATLETOT
    Cathy, I'm sorry you and your husband are still having problems. I hope things get better soon.
    1329 days ago
  • v CM_GARDNER78
    You can only control yourself - no one else. AND - you can also only control the way you react to other people - not how they act towards you! I hope things get better for you....you CAN do this - just make sure to remind yourself, even through gritted teeth and clenched fists - that you CAN DO THIS, no matter what!!!! :-)
    Praying for you, my friend.
    (((HUGS)))
    ~ Christa
    1331 days ago
  • v CAGMUAHFO2
    emoticon on the 6 lbs loss!! That's emoticon

    Sorry to hear about you and your husband arguing. emoticon I hope things get better. emoticon

    Enjoy your Christmas. My son loves the choclate advent calendar too.
    1332 days ago
  • v HOTPINKCAMARO49
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    You will be in my prayers. God Bless you and your journey! emoticon
    1332 days ago
  • v TRAZIJANES
    You be strong. every time he brings you down ...you be encouraged. You are worth it. let God have him. He can do a much better job with him than you or anyone else can. Enjoy you beautiful children. emoticon
    1332 days ago
  • v SPIRALDOWN
    Thats all you can do. FOCUS on you and the rest wi work itself out. Hugs
    1332 days ago
  • v STUDLEEJOE
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    1332 days ago
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