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The first six days of restart...

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Were okay. Goodies at work fit into the plan - I made it work for me. Lost 6 back to walking for me.

My husband is another subject all together. Seems everything I do is wrong and I never do anything for him. So, last night - he stormed off again...came back wasted...and I told him that I was tired of arguing. Something needs to be done about all of this. I can't take it. He said "I don't want to argue anymore either", Today - he stayed in bed ALL DAY! Got up to use the bathroom or go outside to smoke. He has been in a ^&%$* mood and I am just letting it all run off of my back. I am giving it over to God - He can handle him. I cannot understand him. I cannot make him happy. I just have to stick to this(I hope I can).

This is my last Christmas with my kids as kids - my oldest will be 18. Doing the chocolate Advent calendars. They love it! And I love watching them do it. I love them..they get me thru the days and nights....

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
BEATLETOT 12/4/2012 3:03PM

    Cathy, I'm sorry you and your husband are still having problems. I hope things get better soon.

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CM_GARDNER78 12/2/2012 1:21AM

    You can only control yourself - no one else. AND - you can also only control the way you react to other people - not how they act towards you! I hope things get better for CAN do this - just make sure to remind yourself, even through gritted teeth and clenched fists - that you CAN DO THIS, no matter what!!!! :-)
Praying for you, my friend.
~ Christa

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CAGMUAHFO2 12/1/2012 11:01PM

    emoticon on the 6 lbs loss!! That's emoticon

Sorry to hear about you and your husband arguing. emoticon I hope things get better. emoticon

Enjoy your Christmas. My son loves the choclate advent calendar too.

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HOTPINKCAMARO49 12/1/2012 10:04PM

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You will be in my prayers. God Bless you and your journey! emoticon

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TRAZIJANES 12/1/2012 9:36PM

    You be strong. every time he brings you down be encouraged. You are worth it. let God have him. He can do a much better job with him than you or anyone else can. Enjoy you beautiful children. emoticon

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SPIRALDOWN 12/1/2012 9:35PM

    Thats all you can do. FOCUS on you and the rest wi work itself out. Hugs

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STUDLEEJOE 12/1/2012 9:32PM


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