Saturday, December 01, 2012
I have a love hate relationship with exercise. If I let myself off the hook and don't do it, it's then easier to keep going like that. It makes me feel better after I have done it and I feel good that I did it. But while I am doing it I still have the mindset that there is something else I could be doing. And it's not just work, it's that I could be lounging on the computer or reading. I don't like while I am going, I just keep wanting to stop and I don't want to keep going. I was hoping that feeling would go away and that I would "feel it" and would just have to keep going. I have not reached that feeling yet and I have been doing this now for multiple months. I guess I am going to continue with it because I want to be strong and I need to be strong. But I don't enjoy it as much as I hoped I would.