Saturday, December 01, 2012
Technically I'm still in day 17, only because I haven't gone to bed yet. it's almost 1am here and I know I should go to bed but I'm just really into the second hunger games book I'm reading! It's so wonderful!!! I'll put it down for a minute and start preparations for going to bed, but then I'll just pick it up again!!!
I've been feeling like I've been slipping these past few days. Actually this whole week. I have been sleeping in, just doing enough of everything to just slip by my day. I really let the stresses of life draw me into eating bad! I could go on and on about common little things that have been going wrong that cause me to want to eat but it's just the same old stuff!
I can always tell when I'm doing good, when I'm balanced, and that's when I give the first part of my day to bible study, and prayer! It really really puts my whole day in Alignment!!! I just just laziness, and putting things first, like this dang book - letting it keep me up late
then I sleep in and my whole day is shot... or at least I let it be shot! I have three kids during the day all under the age of 4, so if it's not done in the morning, and I let the kids sleep in, then it doesn't get done unless I fit it in where I can when I'm surrounded in distractions!!!
On a happy note, I've really been seeing some improvement in my body!! I now have visible muscles in my arms! My husband laughed at me because they aren't very big but hey THEY'RE MUSCLES!!!
My hips are starting to show up! I'm still really flabby but I can see where that is receding!!!
I'm not going to give up, and I'm especially not going to go back!!! I just have to keep coming every day and doing the next right thing!!!
So I'll see you tomorrow! - Lauren