Friday, November 30, 2012
I've slipped again. I got a cold--in fact, I got two. I was recovering from the first when the second one hit. The second one was worse, and while, I'm almost over it - it seems to want to linger.
I've neglected my goals in pretty much all areas and I'm only semi-motivated to get going again. I was really excited to be a part of the BLC20, but slipped there too. I feel bad for not at least attempting to participate after the first 6 weeks. Ugh.
I saved some money and decided to use it to purchase a Fitbit and I'm hoping that this helps motivate me to get those steps in.
I just feel as if I'm all over the place - not just with my weight loss, but my life in general. My depression surrounds me and I'm struggling to break free. It's a fog that just seems endless.
I know what I need to do to get back on track, I'm just not at a place where I'm going to do it. I could, but I won't. Not yet. The sense of blah has taken hold and I must snap out of it.
I will. I will. I will.