Like the David Bowie song :) It has now been a month since I found out bout my husband affair and he has left me for the other woman. I'm ok today, wasn't yesterday. Sometimes super sad or angry. I'm all over the place. I have reached my weight goal but now I have to worry about not eating. Funny how things changed. I started therapy and was encouraged to buy easy to eat foods. I have no desire to cook or take the effort. I bought some frozen stuff. I can manage to cook an egg but I'm still very upset. ran 3.56 miles yesterday and felt good about it. Today it's raining and I'm going to a new acupuncturist. I only sleep about 2 hours at a time because of all this. I used to be an 8 hour sleep person. I'm sure this has contributed to my craziness. I started looking for new places to live. Credit is horrible but my mom is helping me so there is hope. My house has been torn apart for 4 years and my husband has not wanted to put it back together ( he is a contractor) so I don't see the point in staying in a complete mess without ceiling and much heat for another winter. Things are still a bit bleak but at times I see light :) Hopefully this bad week is coming to an end and there will be a better one. So my goals are to eat regularly, work , and exercise. I have another 5k ( will be my second) on dec 9th. Would love to get my time down. It is still so painful to know that the other woman is a runner and has signed up for all the races I have. She has not shown up yet and I don't know what I will do if she does. Enough said, time to move forward