Thursday, November 29, 2012
So I have a ligitimate excuse for not writing for while, we survived hurricane sandy...not in the same terms as others... but none-the-less, I had no real good way of accessing the internet and when I did, I was trying to catch up with school. Once I got caught up with school, thanksgiving break was here so I again was not in the best place to write.
SOOOO... now that all that is over I can write.
I spread my father ashes of thanksgiving break, which was theraputic, but also a huge reminder that my only dependable partent is gone. There is no person in my life that can remotely take his place. He had words of wisdom and good listening ear like no man I have ever met, I was able to share my deepest secrets, concerns, and dreams with no judgement. I miss with all my heart having someone in my life like that. Trying to move forward, is difficult.