Thursday, November 29, 2012
I gave up, gave in and stopped trying to lose weight 5 months ago. Now I am hesitantly going to try again. I don't know how I got so intimidated and freaked out (and then ashamed of myself for reacting that way). It was a vicious cycle, and I'm trying to fight it off and get off my tush and try again.
I'm so scared that I'm going to fail again, give up again, fall flat on my face again. I know I just need to get out in the SparkPeople community and get motivated and inspired again. I'm not sure where the positive feelings are going to come from, but hopefully they will come.