Hard time

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Well, how am I doing right now? Not as great as I wanted to be. I am not gaining, which is my vicgtory right now, but I am also not trying, which leaves me feeling unhappy with myself.

I am super stressed right now, I was downsized from my jobs on 11/8/12, and I am having a much harder time with that than than I thought I would. I have had a lot of anxiety since my last day that I was a bit blindsided with.

My husband and I are also dealing with some severe behavioral issues with his son. My stepson is having a very hard time with his dad and I getting married, he harbors every childs wish that his parents will get back together, however, the level of esculation of his behavior is totally unexceptable. He becomes very violent towards me, and his father and I are at wits end trying t o find out what to do. I am actually afraid to do something as simple as tell a six year old to put his toys away, for fear he will fly into a rage and scraqtch and bite me. (Yes, it happens) The doctors have been no help so far, just saying we need to give him time to see if the violent behavior abates, remains the same, or gets worse. Meanwhile I feel like I have to walk around on eggshells in my own home and can't do anything but drop off and pick up my step son from school. I am feeling some depression over this issue and am having to seek help for myself as well as my stepson.

That is about it for now. God willing all will work itself out in time.
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    Ever concider family counceling??? It could be possible that he has all that anger and venting it toward you thining it is your fault for his parent not reuniting. He needs a better venue to express his anger which I know most children have a problem understing never mind controlling. Just a thought... I wish you and your family well!
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