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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Well I have really screwed up these past few months. On the 23rd of September I weighed in at 228.8 and today I am at 239.8. That is 11 pounds. I am not happy. I have been so stressed out and depressed over family matters lately that I have been eating any junk food I can get my hands on. I have been miserable and lashing out. I need to get myself under control and stop letting my youngest daughter get under my skin because of her actions. I have to believe in me and get back on track. I found myself putting Christmas decorations away that I had gotten out last week to put outside. I found myself sitting in a chair crying and feeling sick of what she has done with her selfishness. I am to blame as well as I let her do this to me. My granddaughter came into the room and asked me why I was putting things away. I told her I had lost the Christmas spirit. She gave me a big hug and kiss and told me we would look for it together. I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH. We got other decorations out and started putting them up. I can do this and I will believe in myself and move on past this. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
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SUEPERWOMAN 11/26/2013 4:24PM

 
It can be so discouraging when we react to the stresses of life with food, I so relate!
I hope that you can get a handle on this sooner than later. I am here if ever you need an ear.

Love you, Ginger

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JOANNHUNT 4/27/2013 11:44AM

    THANKS EVERYONE. KEEP SPARKING.
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IACTA_ALEA_EST 4/27/2013 8:57AM

    Love to see you blog again , hope you are well, lover of frogs!
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spark hugs!

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DANAPRIME 4/24/2013 5:30PM

    Hope you are doing better now!

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MARYJEANSL 12/12/2012 8:04PM

  I'm sorry you have been having such a hard time. It will get better, and you can do it!

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JOANNHUNT 11/29/2012 9:13AM

    THANK YOU SEAWILLOW I KNOW I CAN AND I AM TRYING ONE DAY AT A TIME TO BLOCK OUT THE THINGS THAT ARE DESTROYING ME. IT IS GOING TO BE A HARD JOURNEY AS I AM RAISING HER OLDEST A BUEATIFUL, SMARTER THAN HER YEARS 9 YR OLD GIRL. MY OLDEST DAUGHTER HAS HER 2ND AND 3RD CHILDREN. A BEAUTIFUL 6 YR OLD GIRL AND VERY HANDSOME 7 YR OLD BOY PLUS SHE HAS HER OWN 18 YR OLD AND 14 YR OLD AMAZING GIRLS. SEEING HER CHILDREN SUFFER BECAUSE OF HER ACTIONS IS HURTING ME BIG TIME. ALL I CAN DO NOW IS BE THERE TO HELP THESE CHILDREN KNOW THEY ARE LOVED AND BE THERE FOR MYSELF. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SEAWILLOW 11/29/2012 7:30AM

    Move forward one step at a time! You can do it!

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JOANNHUNT 11/28/2012 10:05PM

    THANK YOU FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TIMOTHYNOHE 11/28/2012 9:38PM

    So good to have good grand children around.

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CHELSEASHINE 11/28/2012 9:20PM

  I hope everything settles down for you! I too have gained weight in the past couple of months, 15 pounds! It's all with stress and family issues as well. Don't worry hun, we can do this! emoticon

& MERRY CHRISTMAS! emoticon

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