Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Sorry it has been so long since my last update, things have just been a little crazy...as usual.
My appointment with the specialist is next week and I am so incredibly anxious for it to get here and for things to get rolling. The waiting and the wondering is the hardest part. I have also been struggling more and more with my health issues and I am hoping desperately that this doctor will be able to provide me some kind of relief.
As far as the weight loss realm is concerned, things have been pretty horrible. I had already been struggling with nausea on and off, but then suddenly on the 6th of November for unknown reasons my appetite completely vanished, food became thoroughly unappetizing, and when I did eat it was almost always followed with unpleasant stomach symptoms. My eating has steadily tapered off into living off of popsicles and anything else I can manage to eat without vomiting. In light of this, yes the weight is absolutely falling off, but I know it is not healthy weight, so I have refrained from updating my spark with my progress, because I don't want anyone to think that this is the way to lose weight. I may be losing weight, but I am also completely miserable, feel like crud, and don't look healthy at all, this is not the road to choose.
I need to lay down, but I just wanted to say that I love you all and I will try to be better about updating!