Monday, November 26, 2012
I just know I've gained weight again ^_^;; Oh well, kind of getting used to it, really. I gain it, I lose it, I want to lose more, but at some point I lose motivation. Then I forget and gain the weight back. I think it helps that I can look back at all my blogs on this website and see the pattern, and think "yep, that's just kind of how it works."
Then I can just go right back and lose the weight again before things get really out of hand. So I'm not complaining. I'm resigned to my fate (almost).
So this time, I'm not here with the goal of someday being 125 lbs. It probably won't happen. Maybe it will, but probably, I was never (genetically, biologically) meant to be less than 135 lbs. Nope, I'm here with the goal of getting back under 140, so that then I can put on another 20 lbs, then come back and lose it again...