I think so.
Things have been so hectic, ever since Hurricane Sandy. That's where the not so healthy eating and drinking began. 2 weeks no work because of Sandy. Went to the office one day to get all my stuff I needed so I can try to work at home. Then Milan!!!! Oh Milan... the drinking I put my liver through. Then home, where I thought I could detox from food and drinks... noooooo... and now here I am in NYC for 2 nights, business trip. The gym is a NYCS, so I know it's going to be packed in the morning and it's $10 a day. I am going to do some exercises in the morning in my room.

I was so afraid of wasting the bananas, spinach and kale I bought after I came home from Milan so I froze it all. For my smoothies.

I start Cross-Fit this Saturday. I am really excited about that.

I just need to stop. I don't have a drinking problem, but I've noticed Friday's, Saturday's and some Sunday's at night... I like to indulge in a cocktail or 2.. maybe 3. So I need to stop that. I was never like that. I know that isn't helping with my weight loss at all.

I need to be strict with myself. I need to get on a plan and stick with it. My excuses are lame, I don't know why I entertain them. Even my gym habits have suffered.

I feel like ever since hurricane Sandy I've been losing balance with my life. Even work is hectic. Once this trip is done I know things will calm down. I hope to gain some balance back in my life. I will make December my month, I will do my best to own it