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Out with ugly in with beautiful


Monday, November 26, 2012

I thought I was doing ok. I thought I was like a giving person. I knew I was a bit selfish, but I was thinking that part of me was being worked on. But wow, oh how was I ever wrong. I feel as though I have been apart from the real reason I have been alive for so long, that these deep dark feelings have become part of me. All I know is that I am NOT who or even how I want to be. I didn't know these feelings even exhisted in me. I feel SO ugly inside, I want to cry.

Today is the start of my new beginning. I hand up all this ugly to my creator. Please help me replace my ugly with beautiful....
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FORMERFATGUY777 11/26/2012 7:57PM

    The good thing with being a Christian is that you can begin again. I can understand and relate to those feelings. But I can also say that Jesus is the bondage breaker and the life changer. My Bible says that you are fearfully and wonderfully made and in another place, you're the apple of his eye. And the God I serve, doesn't make junk. I believe you are a special person created in God's image. And I also believe, with HIS help you can overcome. Joining this sight is a new first step. One step at a time you'll make it.

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STITCH4EVER 11/26/2012 3:52PM

    I HAVE TO PRAISE THE LORD DAILY THAT HE IS SO COMPASSIONATE. IF HE GAVE US WHAT WE DESERVE AND HADN'T TAKEN OUR SIN ON AS HIS OWN, THERE IS NO WAY THAT ANY LIVING BEING WOULD EVER HAVE A CHANCE AT PARADISE ONE DAY. I KNOW I SURE WOULDN'T.
ERIN

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CHERYL_ANNE 11/26/2012 12:36PM

    I came across your post this afternoon and even though I don't know the circumstances of your situation, I am sorry you are suffering.

Holding you in the light.

"What once was hurt
What once was friction
What left a mark
No longer stings
Because grace makes beauty
Out of ugly things

Grace makes beauty out of ugly things"

-U2 Lyrics - Grace


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DOLLFACEDX 11/26/2012 12:26PM

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