Too hard

Sunday, November 25, 2012

This "life" crap is too hard...It's really difficult doing what I'm supposed to do and I feel like it takes an Olympic effort on my part to do this life the way it's supposed to be done. But don't worry, I'm too chicken to do anything about it except complain, cry, get hysterical, and finally get stuff done to one degree or another. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I wish I would die. I really do. I wish I would die. I do not understand why I have to live when I am ready to stop living and other people who want to live can't trade places with me, even though I'd be delighted to. At least, that's what I say now, right/

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    Your blog worried me! So I went onto your Page, and I saw how positive you are - really! And I also noticed that your new status is positive.

    So now I want to believe that you were going through some crap, and that now you are back being that ferociously determined and positive person who is focused on her goals and has the energy, determination and attitude to get there!

    Feel free to unload on us - that's what we're here for! Know that you are on this journey with your family, friends and your SP buddies. Then refocus that energy of yours and get moving in that positive direction again!

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    1941 days ago
    I've felt like that before. You are not crazy or alone. Starting a gratitude journal truly works. You may want to see a Dr. because these feelings are very real and meds have helped me greatly.
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    1941 days ago
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