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After 19 pounds gained and so much time lost...

Sunday, November 25, 2012

I think I am back. I am still under way too much stress, but, I need to do this for me. No one else but me. I am tired of being the bitter, mean, cranky old lady. I want to be happy - I need to be happy. I joined a few OA type groups on Yahoo - reading what they have gone thru and are going thru has helped me so much. I need to find my HP again - I need God to help me thru this. I cannot be alone with myself.

And that is another reason why I need Spark People. I cannot do this alone. And all of you have always been there for me. Thank you for being my friends and for always supporting me.

"Right actions for the future are the best apologies for wrong ones in the past".
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  • BECCIE0524
    Welcome Back! I have been gone since March 2012 and have lost and gained the same 3-5 lbs so I know how frustrated you are. I really believe that the accountability and support network Sparkpeople provides is the key to success. You can and will do it!
    1940 days ago
  • MONAKIN314
    So Happy to Have you Back!!! emoticon
    1941 days ago
    We are here for you!! Lean on us anytime you need to. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1941 days ago
    You're not alone! You can do it. I know how you feel... emoticon emoticon
    1941 days ago
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    1941 days ago
    Picture a strong set of loving hands holding you in their palm. Cradling you and protecting you. Treating you a like a beautiful, precious, delicate item and feel the warmth and love that comes from being cared for like that.
    1941 days ago
    You have a whole "family" of people here for not give up. Ever. The biggest mistake people make is leaving here when they're under so much stress thinking that cutting one thing from their already-stressed lives will help. This is the place you get the support you need................

    .....and we'll be here every step of the way! BE PROUD OF YOURSELF that you are facing your issues.....................look at the lady in the mirror and tell her something good about her................she is, after all, very worth the effort!!!!!!
    1941 days ago
    Missed you on here...glad you are back!!!
    1941 days ago
    This is an ongoing journey. Keep looking forward and believe that you can do it. We're all in this together and we're all behind you. Good for you!
    1941 days ago
    You can do this!! And we ARE here for you!!! For anything that you just have to ask! :-) Shake it off and move forward! YOU GOT THIS(((HUGS)))

    ~ Christa
    1941 days ago
    Glad you are back! You can do this! Love the quote.
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    1941 days ago
    I believe you will be successful, because your motivation is the best one there is: to do this FOR YOURSELF! Be proud of yourself!!!!!!
    1941 days ago
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