Sunday, November 25, 2012
Today is my first day on SparkPeople and so far I am feeling so motivated and powerful and READY. I am ready for this. I am ready to live. I've spent a really long time making excuses and being afraid to take a realistic look at my life. Now I'm 24 and I have a fear that life is passing me by. It already seems to be moving so fast, and I know that will seem more and more so as I get older. It makes me sad for myself to have wasted as much time as I already have, but I am reminding myself it is not too late.
And, I am ready to change. I am ready to be shiny, Rhyan 2.0 version of me that feels good about herself and takes care of herself. I am here to stop being lazy, to stop making excuses, to stop feeling sorry for myself. I can be so much more than this. I want to be so much more than this.