Sunday, November 25, 2012
I am official depressed. Last month I started back doing Zumba. I knew it was going to be hard, because I hadn't done it in a while, but I was going to really apply myself and put forth a great effort. Then all of a sudden IT happened. My Zumba instructor injured her back and on doctor's orders, can not teach Zumba right now. As far as we know, it's not permanent, but we don't know how long it is going to be. In the mean time, I have gained all my weight back and then some.
I really feel bad for my instructor, but I am depressed because I was really looking forward to doing zumba and it was so convenient and I couldn't make excuses for it either. It was actually a perfect setup. Now, I have to look for another Zumba class and instructor. That is going to be hard. The gym that I belong to does not offer aerobic classes. Man, I really need to rethink how I'm going to tackle my healthy lifestyle because this has really thrown a major crinkle in it. I had everything planned out and no back up plan in place yet. Matter of fact, I hadn't even thought of a back up plan. Now, it's back to the drawing board, AGAIN!
Can you tell I'm not feeling this?!? I'm tired of redoing my healthy lifestyle change, over and over and over again. I always feel like I'm starting over again and again and again. Does it ever stop?