Saturday, November 24, 2012
Why do I punish myself when I'm not perfect?
It's like I need to prove that I have no self control when it comes to food.
I take 2 steps forward and 5 steps back at times.
I weighed myself on my mom's scale and there is a 4 pound difference from hers to mine.
I thought I'd lost 13 pounds when in essence I only lost 9 over the last few weeks.
But heck I've started the journey down and that's all that matters!
But I punished myself with Taco Bell and now I feel like crap.
I do this every time.
It will be better next time and then I do it again.
When will I stop pounding my head against a brick wall and accept that I will have slips and falls and not so great days. AAAAHHH!!!!
ok that's my rant for today.