Friday, November 23, 2012
I've been having some really strange dreams lately. Here are two of the "best" ones:
BATHROOM TRAP - I have to preface this dream by admitting that I am kind of afraid of bathroom dreams because they always confuse me and I just know that one day I'm going to have a terrible experience, if you know what I mean. This time, I dreamed I was in my house and had to go to the bathroom, so I did. While I was in the bathroom, I noticed that the shower had a glass door instead of a curtain, at which point I realized it was a dream and woke up in a panic, because of my feelings about bathroom dreams. Then, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom, and sitting there, I mused that it would be awful if I wasn't actually awake yet. Things suddenly didn't seem quite right, so I yelled, "Wake up!" and, HOLY CRAP, it was another dream after all. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom FOR REAL, and looked really hard at everything in the bathroom just to be sure.
ANOTHER MOTHER - This was the beginning of a much longer adventure-type dream, but by far the strangest part, and I can't stop thinking about it. I dreamed I was a baby, and that I had a different mom. She was holding me and said, "You're beautiful, and I should love you. You're perfect, and I should love you. You smell like rosemary, and I should love you. I should love you, but I can't." Then she left me, and I was alone, then I was a little older (7 or 8) and she came back. She had a baby with her, and I got upset, wondering how she couldn't love me, but she COULD love this other baby so easily. I promise I don't have abandonment issues, so what the heck does this dream mean?!?
P.S. Lance is home and back to his usual crabby self. Thanks for all the virtual hugs and positive energy.