Happy Thanksgiving to American friends. I had a nice walk along the boardwalk in Summerside, PEI this afternoon - Nov. 23... and it was about 10C... very pretty walk. I managed to get a quick impromptu meeting with my job mentor. She said I looked stressed. How perceptive is that. I told her about the past week and she asked me if I was even ready and capable of going to work, she said maybe I shouldn't be looking.,. but she didn't tell me what to do for money...She also agreed that my sis was a bit$$ and my mother shouldn't be looking at getting any money from me either.. At cards last nite, my mother's friend was telling me about she she works at a call centre, and the mentor told me, "You're better than that, don't do it". When I told my mother that, she had it all figured out, I would be making $400 a week and it's a lot better than nothing and I could STILL look for work while I worked... Between a rock and a hard place.

Then I was helping someone else nail asphalt shingles onto outside stairs to prevent them from being too slippery once the snow and ice come... which is supposed to be Sunday... glad we had company today, to relieve the tension here.

These back and chest pains are certainly not my imagination, but what if I go to the hospital? I don't know what to do and why I can't deal with this crap.