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Back & Ready

Friday, November 23, 2012

I've been away from SP for about two months. Had some really bad moments and got really down on myself. Threw away a lot of hard work; threw away a lot of really good results. Have had the constant support of my fiance and have slowly risen from the depression I was in. Have realized that I cannot weight myself every day or even every week. Will have to rely on how my body feels and how my clothes fit and weigh myself once a month.

I'm still soda-free. I've had more cheese-block binges in the past two months than I care to remember, but haven't had a cheese-binge for about two weeks. I'm back to drinking 2-4 bottles of water a day. And I'm back exercising.

I have to force myself get ready and go to the gym. I don't want to, I never want to. But I know I have to. And I feel so good after I'm done, but the very next day - even when I remember how good I feel - I have to force myself to go.

I know what I have to do: healthy choices, portion control, cardio and strength training. And I've got to work my core every single day if I want to fit into my wedding dress.

I hope I can stick with it this time. I hope I can have the self-control and willpower it takes to succeed. I really hope I don't spiral out of control again. I'm happy to be back and to see all my old friends and so many new faces.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
TWILAQ1 11/24/2012 9:09PM

    You can do it! We're here for you.

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IMSAFEINHISARMS 11/23/2012 11:58PM

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VEROISME 11/23/2012 6:24PM

    I'm just getting back on the wagon too!! :) We can do it!!

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