Friday, November 23, 2012
I had an amazing day yesterday with my family. (hope you did too !). But to be honest I ate horrible. After getting on the scale this morning I am quickly realizing that it would take me no time to gain a large amount of weight back.
Oh why can't this journey be easy?!?!
Because nothing worth having or doing is.
I had a dream last night that I went in the bathroom and my face was huge! Like in one of my before pics. It looked like I had been stung by a swarm of bees, I just kept rubbing my cheeks looking in the mirror. I know why I dreamed this...it's been on my mind for a while. Just not from yesterday but because of the last 6 months.
I can't do this anymore.