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me and the wating game


Friday, November 23, 2012

well..im waiting...waiting for what...waiting for my night in shining armor to take me off into the sunset on a stallion and live happily ever after...

maybe I watched too many disney movies... or connected to deeply to the princess characters as I was growing up...

it all is a bit unclear to me as to why I am consistently waiting... waiting for lights is necessary, waiting for the right words.. yes this is deemed necessary..

Yet this kind of waiting is more like a pause button on what I really want to do... because of the things that I should be doing...

its's like im waiting for my life...

I go out there and get a life and then I realize that being home is where I am happiest... yet why do I still feel like I'm waiting...

waiting for good news.. waiting for a good job... waiting for my grades to be posted online... waiting for my bills to come in the mail and sit on my desk and accumulate dust... sit there and just wait

for me to get of my ass and go for.. it... not that I am technically sitting on my ass....I'm moving most of the time... lol

so, why am i waiting...what i am waiting for... whom am i waiting for... why

for myself...for someone else... for the road to clear...for the sun to shine... for the time to be right...??? for me to want to workout.. for things to be different....

well.. here i am waiting for a response from you, the reader, my audience,.. a mirror if you will of my existence in this world..

am I being to introspective... am I not being introspective enough because I have not come to the root of what I am feeling...

who knows maybe I'll wait to do that...wait to get to what it is that I am feeling when I am waiting... ughh..the waiting is what kills me... arduous waiting.....incessant space between....so much occurs in the gray area...

so much deliberation...speculation...a
rticulation.....magnificat
ion....imagination.....
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MCJULIEO 11/23/2012 9:04PM

    It's all in your perspective...you can do it!

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SWDESERTLOVER 11/23/2012 10:07AM

    My mother used to tell me, you can choose to live life or exist waiting for life to come along. Choose to live your life. There will always be things you are waiting for, but you can also choose to do things you want at the same time. Life is much to short; be proactive and go after what you want. Enjoy life!

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NELLJONES 11/23/2012 9:57AM

    You can be actively exploring life and waiting for something all at the same time.

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HARPERLADY 11/23/2012 9:20AM

    sounds like there is something you are not doing or expecting from someone else, lol, you say you feel happy at home, which we all should , our home is our castle and it should be a comfortable place to be, I also think you should try something new, perhaps get out of town, completely new scenes, things that maybe you thought you would never do, leave no stoned unturned , as they say, MAKING THIS A WONDERFUL ADVENTURE CREATING AND FINDING YOU emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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GR8ERJOY 11/23/2012 7:49AM

    make a list of things you want to do or try and then pick one that's feasible right now, and do it. Waiting game over, you won.

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NUTRON3 11/23/2012 6:08AM

    Try something new

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TCANNO 11/23/2012 4:07AM

    too much waiting, get out and grab it.

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ARNETTELEE 11/23/2012 3:10AM

  just be patient. You'll get what you want!

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