Tuesday, November 20, 2012
I've been wanting to blog, but I have a really hard time blogging when I can't be positive. I will just ask a favor - Please keep me and my family in your prayers. There isn't anything major that has gone wrong lately. It is hard to put into the right words.
A large part of my frustration has been because of unexpected expenses that keep coming up and money is very tight. I'm not looking forward to Christmas. I've talked to the my daughters about this and they are fine with having a small Christmas. They are grown and they know that Christmas isn't about the money. But I'm having a hard time with not being able to buy anything. We have always been short financially and we scrimp and save and work like crazy trying to have something for Christmas. Christmas has always been my one time of year to splurge a little. And I do mean little and well this year even less. So please pray for finances.
Also pray for direction, that I'm in the place or places that I'm supposed to be. It often feels as though that I'm on a treadmill (and not for exercise) going nowhere. I do know that I am making a difference in people's lives, but my schedule is a bit crazy and it is starting to wear on me. I feel that something needs to change but not sure where or how that can happen. In other words, I feel stuck. I want to make a positive change and make things better and I don't see a way to get it done. Thanks Spark Friends!!