Neglecting my blog, but not myself :)
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Just wanted to touch base before the month ends. I can't believe it's almost Thanksgiving already!
As for this month, my #1 goal was to lay off the pizza. It had become a somewhat regular thing, once a week. Success! No pizza for me this month!
My #2 goal was to use the elliptical more regularly, I missed a couple days but have been pretty committed to it otherwise! It's such a fight to keep that thing free of other peoples' stuff (either on top, or in front of.. ugh)! I gave up fighting it for a while, just because I know they do it intentionally to annoy me, but I finally unburied it and reclaimed it, for now! :)
It can be frustrating living with people who are so un-supportive. I'm trying hard to maintain my goals though, and reaching a point of simply not caring about those who set out to hurt, hinder, or annoy me. I can't let those who don't care about me or my success/failure decide my fate for me. It's up to me to stand up for myself, hard as it may be. And my success is in my hands!
I wonder what this journey would be like with a different circle of supportive people. I'm not trying to make excuses, but just wondering. I don't know how to make friends, and pretty much live under a rock in the middle of nowhere, so I don't meet many people. But I'm still curious. This is a lonely journey to take on my own. Maybe I'm just rambling, don't mind me. lol
Anyway, the upcoming holiday known best for indulgence, I'm not too concerned. I've never been big on Thanksgiving, I'll bake some pumpkin goodies for dessert to share with my family, but I have no intention on over doing it! :)
One goal I had hoped to accomplish but I didn't, I wanted to play with the Wii games more (I want a normal looking Mii!) hehe I have the Fit and Dance games just wasting away. Someone had the bright idea to change the sound system and I have no idea how to fix it, I looked up different methods online but no such luck. Maybe I just wasn't looking in the right place. I kept asking for help but my requests went on Deaf ears it seems, if I could do it myself I wouldn't ask for help at all. :\ There are just way too many people living under one roof, with little regard for one another. Ah I'm kind of ranting again, sorry.
Anyway, I've vented enough for one post!