F*#K you Chocolate!!
Sunday, November 18, 2012
It seems i had fallen off the wagon and am only now pulling myself back on by a dangling rope, 105 Kgs, Surgery if i can get to 90kgs, and looking fab in Bridesmaids dress in Dec if I keep going at this rate.
Doctor changed my bipolar meds to something thats doesnt make you gain weight, which may have been the catalyst for the weight loss however Im grasping it with both hands and milking it as long as possible.
Am feeling low today, I think the lack of sweets and the craving are doing that, Im kicking its butt tho, threw a handfull of chocchips i was about to eat in the sink while cursing at them...man did it feel good!!