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FAILED but not giving up.....

Sunday, November 18, 2012

sooo, everything I said I would NOT do yesterday I did...I ate rice, I ate hot dogs, and I even ate a slice of pizza and cake....*sighs* I really pigged out today...I don't know what happened?! I just felt a lot of cravings and am yet to understand why!! I was doing sooo well also! I think it's because I was exposed to waaaay too much good food this weekend. So, I am great when the temptation is minimal but have to watch it when there is a ton of it around. Also, I am not one of those persons who can take two days off in a row apparently because it will breed complacency and I will fall off the wagon. But I am not making this break into a week long thing...NOPE...before it would grow into weeks of bad eating, but not this time. Tomorrow is Monday and I am back to eating healthy, watching my portions and exercising, which I haven't really done since Wednesday last week....too much stuff to do...sighs...

Exams are coming up and more projects so I am really going to have to force in some workouts SOMEWHERE...I HATE exercising in the morning, I am really a night person, so I will exercise late in the night if I have to. I need to get this done.

I am seeing some changes in my body, albeit small, even though the scale isn't moving much. I am also planning on doing a blood analysis in January, so I am hoping to have some healthy blood in there and get information on accentuating my program and bringing me to the best healthies me as possible.

Anyways, although today was a bust, no tears, no guilt, no feelings of worthlessness.....I am human, I made a mistake, and I am going to get back up and run...this is NOT going to kick me down like it did all these years. I am a FIGHTER...and I am going to fight...This FAT doesn't know who it's messing with!! XD

Cheers to this new week! May it be the better than the last! :)

Peace and Blessings

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NAYKNITS 11/19/2012 11:56AM

    emoticon for recognizing that mistakes happen and for lot letting it get the best of you. You are on the road to success right there!! You can't go back and change what you did, so learn from it and move on! Keep fighting! emoticon emoticon

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