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Today was a rough day...

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Saying good bye to good friends is always hard, but when it's under such horrific circumstances it is even harder. My heart goes out to both families. Loosing loved ones sucks. The thing I hate the most is the fighting after a loved one has passed. Be it like this or in any way. I have been surprised by what it brings out in family members. I can understand Mary's family being mad at Mark but not Marks family. They did nothing wrong and they lost a loved one too. I have seen family fight over possessions and money left behind. It has torn families apart. I just don't get it. At times like these it should bring us together.

I am sad and in a funk. I am going back to the Y on Monday come what may. I am going to do my best to get my exercise in and work through the pain. I don't want to go another month with out the exercise I have been getting. I need to move. I have found that I want to exercise as opposed to running for the refrigerator when I am mad or frustrated. This is a first for me. It is irritating me to no end that the pain is keeping me from it. I need to get out of my head and that is my goal.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
WACFIT 11/18/2012 11:14AM

    Hang in there. Great idea to use exercise to work out some of the emotions. Overeating would only make you feel worse. My sympathies in your loss.

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SH9719 11/18/2012 1:08AM

    I think you are syaing it is time to move on. I know you are right. Good luck!

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LUVLYLORELEI 11/18/2012 1:00AM

    I've been reading about the horrible things you've been going through recently and I sincerely hope things start getting better for you. It's hard to lose people you love, depression can be stubborn sometimes and family issues can be complicated. It's a lot to carry, especially all at once and having to deal with health issues too. But know that there are people out there that wish the best for you and hope that good things start happening for you. Hang in there!

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SHEYLANGEL22 11/18/2012 12:03AM

    I'm sorry for the loss :(

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