Saturday, November 17, 2012
Saying good bye to good friends is always hard, but when it's under such horrific circumstances it is even harder. My heart goes out to both families. Loosing loved ones sucks. The thing I hate the most is the fighting after a loved one has passed. Be it like this or in any way. I have been surprised by what it brings out in family members. I can understand Mary's family being mad at Mark but not Marks family. They did nothing wrong and they lost a loved one too. I have seen family fight over possessions and money left behind. It has torn families apart. I just don't get it. At times like these it should bring us together.
I am sad and in a funk. I am going back to the Y on Monday come what may. I am going to do my best to get my exercise in and work through the pain. I don't want to go another month with out the exercise I have been getting. I need to move. I have found that I want to exercise as opposed to running for the refrigerator when I am mad or frustrated. This is a first for me. It is irritating me to no end that the pain is keeping me from it. I need to get out of my head and that is my goal.