Tonight I find the big emotional feelings about my husband's job loss, and ministry changes, and his own depression ready to overwhelm me and send me to the refrigerator for whatever is in there. I am choosing to go to the Lord and break this bad habit that solves nothing and makes me feel worse by going to him and thinking about the fact that "It is well with my soul" . He knows what is happening with our finances, my husbands emotional/mental state and what He is using it for. If one soul gets saved because of the work He does in our lives through this trial than I can Trust and not worry. He loves me and cares about me.