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Friday, November 16, 2012


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I haven't had a twinkie in probably 20 years. Let alone any of Hostess' other sweet products. Somehow, though, just hearing that they will no longer be available derails my mantra that I can always have one if I want one. Suddenly this is no longer true.


What to do, what to do! I cannot believe the thought process I am entertaining. It does not help that I was hit with one killer of a migraine followed by such pain in my neck from lying in bed that I self-soothed with food for the past four days. I do not even want to get on the scale. I know it will not deliver happy news.

I am finally back to life today, but, boy was I on a roll. No bun, er, no pun intended. LOL I am getting back to myself today but the poisons will take even longer (2 weeks) to leave the building.

Even so, my poisoned brain is thinking like an addict. " You have really blown this week. Just go buy some twinkies and put them in the freezer. Remember how fun it was to eat the sponge part off the filling and then eat the creamy, frozen filling? Think about the sweet coolness of the powdered sugar as it clings to your lips when you ate the little donuts. What about the icing on the fruit pies? It went so well with the crispiness of the crust. Remember eating the seam first and then taking it apart to eat the filling? It was so good!"

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Whew! Was good to get that all off my chest! Despite this thought process, I must say, somewhere deep inside myself I will mourn the loss of those little demon cakes for a long time. But! I will declare myself the warrior that I am and shout, " GET THEE BEHIND ME, CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!!". I will submit myself to God, resist the devil and he will flee from me.

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  • v XNANNY
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    1345 days ago
  • v AMALIA8
    I'm glad you're taking control of your negative evil parrot that lives inside all of us. WOO HOO! BACK FOUL DEMON! You can do this and WE can do this together! Keep up the amazing work!
    1350 days ago
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