Friday, November 16, 2012
This is the first holiday season since my Gram passed away in June. The holidays just seem like a reminder that I am without one less family member and all I have left is my parents, aunts and uncles. Once they are gone then I only have my brother, his family and my cousins. I feel like an orphan right now. The reality has just been weighing so heavy in my mind. I try to just push through but lately it has just been too hard. I pray to god to give me the strength to make it through this hard time.