I've decided to keep an entry on my feelings on what has happened to me and my husband this year. for the past week i've been angry I'm not sure who I'm angry at maybe at the des who didnt take proper care of my husbands leg ,maybe at the dr who cut his leg off. maybe at him because he didnt take better care of his self. maybe at the government who sent to vietnam in the first place. maybe because i had to leave a job that i like. maybe because i had to give up going to church. i dont know but i do know that I'm angry AND I DONT LIKE MYSELF THAT WAY.