Thursday, November 15, 2012
These past 6 months of my quest for health and fitness has felt a lot like a stale mate or writers block. Like, my story isn't the end yet. I know there is more to come, more to experience, more to conquer. I live a healthy lifestyle yet I still have goals in sight and know to my core there is more over yonder waiting to be discovered!
This may be one of those times. A new chapter may very well be revealing itself. Part of being recognized as a SP motivator was being excepted as a SP success story which has led to sharing my story at a deeper level. This has become way more than anything I had expected and yes I am having trouble excepting it... a writer from Fitness Magazine is interested in interviewing me as a potential story. Where one may think Id be uber excited and on cloud 9, I am ready to vomit, run away, and hide under a rock. I am not feeling brave! I am however going to take this ride wherever it shall go or not. This is the newest chapter. I may not feel like the most deserving success story, after all it is ALL OF YOU SPARKERS WHOM INSPIRE ME! But I do see myself as the best I have been in my entire life. Maybe not the thinnest, most unstressed, and wrinkle free but definitely the fittest, healthiest, happiest, ist-ist women I am very proud to have become!
That being said I still need encouragement, and hugs, and love, and support because I am a social wimp! Public speaking doesn't terrify me but this sure does!!!
Thank you all for reading and supporting me in everything we have shared together!