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adding chapters...

Thursday, November 15, 2012

These past 6 months of my quest for health and fitness has felt a lot like a stale mate or writers block. Like, my story isn't the end yet. I know there is more to come, more to experience, more to conquer. I live a healthy lifestyle yet I still have goals in sight and know to my core there is more over yonder waiting to be discovered!
This may be one of those times. A new chapter may very well be revealing itself. Part of being recognized as a SP motivator was being excepted as a SP success story which has led to sharing my story at a deeper level. This has become way more than anything I had expected and yes I am having trouble excepting it... a writer from Fitness Magazine is interested in interviewing me as a potential story. Where one may think Id be uber excited and on cloud 9, I am ready to vomit, run away, and hide under a rock. I am not feeling brave! I am however going to take this ride wherever it shall go or not. This is the newest chapter. I may not feel like the most deserving success story, after all it is ALL OF YOU SPARKERS WHOM INSPIRE ME! But I do see myself as the best I have been in my entire life. Maybe not the thinnest, most unstressed, and wrinkle free but definitely the fittest, healthiest, happiest, ist-ist women I am very proud to have become!
That being said I still need encouragement, and hugs, and love, and support because I am a social wimp! Public speaking doesn't terrify me but this sure does!!!

Thank you all for reading and supporting me in everything we have shared together!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MJ-SHE-BEAST 11/16/2012 11:02PM

    Siena, you worked so hard and you inspired so many people. Why shouldn't they want to do a story about you and why shouldn't you be ready to FALL INTO FLIGHT and get it out there for the world to see? How many more can you reach, touch, and inspire by doing this? You are a creature of Art and Beauty, remember? That's on your Spark Page. YOU created the Siena we have all come to look up to. Swallow up that wimp and let the warrior come out and lead the charge! You got this, baby girl. It's in you. Go get it!

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TXLADY110 11/16/2012 9:27AM

    Congratulations, I hope that in writing the story and exposing your history you find the positives and feel proud with no regrets.
Scary, but there are so many of us that went thru all those bad times and people that still are.
May you find happiness and freedom in laying bare your struggles.

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POOKASLUAGH 11/15/2012 9:48PM

    Ooh, congrats! I can understand the nervousness, as well. If you do decide to go for the interview, and it gets published, do let us know! :)

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LINWASH23 11/15/2012 5:24PM

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