MOSTLY A RANT: Depressed, frustrated, and want my body back
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Having a depressed day, kinda. I don't know why, maybe it's hormones. That seems to be everyone's answer when I'm not happy lately. :(
I feel fat. I'm never hungry lately, tho I know I need to eat more; I can see that plain enough on the tracker. Baby needs more. But how do you eat when you're not hungry? I'm just not. I'm not trying to loose weight, I'm trying to eat well, but I'm not hungry.
Everything feels topsy turvy. Hubby can't make it to the ultrasound tomorrow, and my mom has no interest in coming.
His mom is coming, which is cool, and so is one of my best friends, but it sucks that hubby won't make it. It's a new job, he has no time off yet. *sighs*
And yes, I"m eating. Just not really wanting it. I'm not used to eating when I don't really want it, unless it's emotional eating, which I'm generally not THINKING about, just shoving my face. LOL :) I know baby does though, so I'm feeding her/him.
*sighs* not much of a rant I guess, mostly just a I feel like crap blog. LOL