Thursday, November 15, 2012
yeah. here i am. trying to get myself together. still.
Its been a crazy few weeks. but that is really no excuse. i am lazy. I am tired. I hate the fall. I hate that it is dark out at 5:00pm. I am so unmotivated it's unbelievable. I need to fix this. I know how.
I can do it and when I get there, it is pretty easy.
Since my wedding (in june). I've gained and maintained about 6-8lbs. its not terrible. But its frustrating. I know why.
I eat poorly. (not terrible, but obviously not great). I have NOT been doing consistent work outs. at all. maybe 3x a week. This is not good. I need to work out 5-6 times a week.
I am so miserable at my job and feel so overwhelmed that it is not healthy for me.
ugh. sorry for the rant.