Wednesday, November 14, 2012
As my surgery date approaches, I find myself getting more and more nervous. I really don't know why. I have had several surgeries. 2 c-sections and my gall bladder removed. I guess I am just nervous because I am unsure of the amount of pain I will be in. I am nervous because it is so close to christmas and we always end up with some last minute shopping to do. Will I feel up to shopping? Can I trust my hubby to do everything that I would normally do if I wasn't recovering from surgery? It is not that I think he can't do it, but that it is hard for me to give up control of what I consider my job. He works and I stay home with the kids. I have decided that I am going to blog any time I feel anxcious so, over the next few weeks there may be ALOT of posts. Some may not make a whole lot of sense and for that I will apologize in advance. My plan is to keep blogging so that I can be held accountable for every feeling that I may have.