Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Ahhhh, here we go again.
I've been way gloomy this week. So stressed, and really without much reason. I had a Spanish project due earlier, an Econ test in about 20 minutes, a Spanish test tomorrow, and a presentation tomorrow evening.
Sure, it's crunch time - but not enough to merit the blatant disrespect I continue to show myself. I have not worked out since Saturday, and I continue to eat so many carbs that it's kind of ridiculous.
I don't want to cut myself down anymore, because I KNOW that's why I'm having these issues. Self-sabotage. Why don't I like myself? There's no reason for this madness!!
I'm off to my Econ exam, but I'm drawing the line here. I'm not happy. I'm planning out my meals for...however long it takes me to get back on track. And tomorrow morning, I'm heading out to the rec center for a long overdue workout. Come on, Ariel. Get it together!