Wednesday, November 14, 2012
I've had a few really good gym days. :) I feel better already and have more energy. Tonight I have a make up lesson at 7pm so I'm going to hit the gym before it and the lesson will go so fast. It's just one! 30 minutes. So easy. Plus the girl is nice and a pretty decent swimmer so it will be easy peasey lemon squeezey. Good attitude.
I'm pretty bummed about hearing about my friend Rob. I am actually really in shock still and disbelief. It's surreal. I really thought it was a joke. It's not real. I've already tried to text him and write on facebook mistakenly. He was a good friend and I miss him already. The details are unclear, but I'm a little crushed. We weren't best, best friends and we weren't friends for many years. I met him my super senior year of college in a kinesiology class and we studied a bunch, went out a bunch and just hung out. I regret not making a bigger effort to see him when I was there for the superfrog. Although, I did make a big effort when he was here for that wedding and he was just too busy. These are little details though and things we cannot change and never see these sort of things coming.
We all think what we could have done differently to prevent something like this but like Jess said, often the signs are so discreet, its nearly impossible to detect. I really wish this didn't happen and I had a chance to hang out with him again. It's unreal to me still. I could almost pretend everything is ok and I will see him the next time I'm in sd.
I really really wish I could be there for the funeral. I feel awful. :(