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I'm Taking, Back Control, Of My, Life Once, & For, All Again.


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I'm taking, back control, of my, life once, & for, all again, this may, take a, bit of, time &, effort +, some pills, (Anti Depressants,) from the, Drs but, i will, regain hold, & control, of my, life again, that is, an absolute, absolute promise. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Once i, say that, i will, do something, i always, go through, with it, no matter, how long, it takes, i will, beat this, bloody depression, 1nce &, for all, & this, will be, done without, any Alcohol. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SEPTEMBERSPIRIT 11/20/2012 12:55PM

    Depression cycles are not fun to go through. Reading your blogs makes me realize we're not alone ... I'm joining you in NEW Beginnings and taking control of my life again!

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MCFITZ2 11/15/2012 10:21PM

    Stay positive. You can do this.

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MISSFORTE 11/15/2012 7:21AM

    Agreed!

the power of Prayer is awesome! Sending those up!

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PATTYKLAVER 11/15/2012 6:25AM

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L1ZB3TH354 11/14/2012 9:04PM

    YAY! Glad you are feeling better. Stopping the alcohol is a great first step.

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LINWINAGAIN 11/14/2012 8:27PM

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LITTLEBO 11/14/2012 7:52PM

    YOU GO, GIRL!!!

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LARISSA238 11/14/2012 6:47PM

    You can do it! It's hard, but you can do it! *hugs* Just try little things, like posting 3 things you are thankful for each day :)

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ALEXSGIRL1 11/14/2012 6:46PM

    I love your positive attitude emoticon emoticon

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VONBLACKBIRD 11/14/2012 6:32PM

    You can do this..

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DORIS39 11/14/2012 5:38PM

   

GOOD FOR YOU. EVERYTHING SOUNDS POSITIVE COMING FROM YOU TODAY.

YOU CAN DO IT. AND KEEP ON VENTING TO US IF YOU NEED TO. WE'LL LISTEN. emoticon emoticon

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CARRAND 11/14/2012 5:14PM

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1STATEOFDENIAL 11/14/2012 2:45PM

    This is a good thing to say. Everyone needs help sometimes, and now is your time. Reach out to the doctors and ask them to help you. When you find your footing again and can overcome the depression then things will seem so much brighter for you. It will be a little rough for awhile, but listen closely to what they say and work on changing your mindset. You can find your way back to happiness!

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SADWHITEWOLF 11/14/2012 2:43PM

    Keep up that positive attitude and you can most certainly do it!

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ALIHIKES 11/14/2012 2:14PM

    I am so glad you are taking these positive steps! Depression just sucks you down into a black hole. You CAN change things for the better. I am glad you are getting the medication to help you! emoticon emoticon

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SEATTLE58 11/14/2012 1:28PM

    Good for you, Sweetie! You've gotten to the point where you realize you need help other than that what you can do yourself and that's how you'll get awesome help now. Yay! emoticon emoticon We're all here for you! I'm going to add you on because I need to check up on you every now and then because I care! emoticon Karen

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ANGRITTER 11/14/2012 12:21PM

    Now, there's the girl who was blogging on here last year! Proud of you for taking the first step. It cucks, but sometimes we have to go backward to a more simple time and then take our first step forward again!

Believe me, I had to cut everyone off in my life and start all over again. There was so much I was doing wrong in my own life that I just needed to step away, regroup, and take one tentative step at a time outside my bubble. Sometimes I want to crawl back into that bubble as well, but I have been doing well so far!

We'll be there to keep you strong! I promise!

Hugs and Love,
Angela

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DR1939 11/14/2012 11:47AM

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COMFANFAN 11/14/2012 11:17AM

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I'm starting again, too. Even losing ten pounds would make us both feel much much better. It's worked before. It will this time. Losing 2, 3, 4, or 5 times that amount will change our lives. Physical and mental good health and a new exciting life, here we come!

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NIGHTSKYSTAR 11/14/2012 10:53AM

    Good Girl!! thats the spirit!

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COOP9002 11/14/2012 10:48AM

    Praying for you in this process.

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1CRAZYDOG 11/14/2012 10:46AM

    Proud of you. Depression is a demon that creeps into your life and just doesn't want to leave UNLESS you take charge. HUGS

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