What a freaking morning!!!
For starters, today is my one year anniversary
for being employed at the same place.
This is a huge deal for me. The last time I stayed at a job this long, I was 17 years old. It wasn't that I couldn't hold a job or I got fired. I was gypsy. I lived in the back of a van or with friends.
I have lived all over the country. I had no committed to any real place. I followed my heart.
I only worked long enough to get a few dollars and move on. Once I got pregnant my mindset changed
and I knew children needed steady and stable environment. That wasn't me at the time.
I AM TODAY!
I pay bills. I have a roof over my family's heads.
I have food in my cupboards.
We have clean clothes. I have a steady income. I am so proud of myself. Looking back on myself about 15 years ago, my inner thoughts would have to me that I could never be independent.
I was told many times that because I am a woman (girl) I would have to wait on a man to give me the life I have.
Ha! I can! I did! I would have love to tell myself she could!
Besides my extremely proud news....
Kaleb gave me a rough time this morning. I was running late. I think I would have forgot my head if it was not attached. My friend brought oil last night for the car. He didn't even put it in. After all the bitching about how the engine could stop he didn't put the oil in. Then I got to work, my car is on E. I forgot to grab my debit card this morning.
I got to work and emailed James. This is how wonderful of a man he is!!! He told me to come down. He would put my oil in. He offer to give me money for gas. So I get to see James after work and know that I will be ok to get home.
I am the luckiest and most grateful woman!!!