Tuesday, November 13, 2012
So, as promised, I am back to update everyone on what has been happening for the past nearly two years that I have been absent. I have struggled mightily with my weight loss. Losing 20 pounds, gaining 30, losing 30 gaining 25 that in June of 2012 I decided that I was going to pursue gastric bypass. There were lots of other factors, the main one being that in June I was diagnosed with severe obstructive sleep apnea and I now have to sleep with a CPAP machine. So, for the past 6 months I have been seeing a bariatric surgeon and I am scheduled for my RNY on 12/11/12. I am both excited, scared and even a little ashamed. Today I went to see a nutritionist and got my clearance from a mental health expert. I only have to be cleared by my primary care doctor on 11/21 and then wait for approval. I am scared, but I am ready for this next chapter in my life to begin. I hope that I do not lose any spark friends over this because so many people see this as taking the easy way out. I am looking forward to the holidays and finally feeling comfortable in my own skin.