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Monday, November 12, 2012

Our anniversary is in January and we had a wonderful party planned. Then, on October 2nd, 2012, after telling me that he loved me the love of my life left to pick up our grandson. He never reached the school. About 4 blocks from our house he had a pulmonary embolism. When I recived a phone call from the school that Keegan had not been picked up I left immediately. As I headed to the school I saw my SUV and decided to not stop but continue to the school. As I passed the truck I saw Ed standing at the back of it, well, I thought I saw him at the back of the truck. I continued to the school and thought that he must have had a mechanical problem and I would stop on my way home, which I did. It was then that I learned from a police officer that Ed, the love of my life, had been taken to the hospital and was resucitated in the ambulannce. It was then that I saw, not his body, but his spirit at the rear of my vehicle. He never regained consciousness and we turned off the ventilator on October 5th. We had his memorial service on October 13th. I love you Edward!

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GIMPYKNEE 11/14/2012 9:28PM

    I'm so sorry...

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DEE797 11/13/2012 7:19PM

    So sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family. emoticon

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KOOKYCOOKIE 11/13/2012 3:13PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. :( My heart goes out to you and your family.

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PINKANGEL73 11/13/2012 11:54AM

    My heart goes out to you. I hope you can find your way forward and take comfort knowing Edward will always be with you in your heart and in spirit.

I remember when my Dad died very suddenly, 33 years ago now, I saw him twice. Just for a few seconds each time - long enough to give me a reassuring smile.


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CHANGINGSAM 11/13/2012 9:42AM

    I'm so very sorry for your loss. May God give you strength, peace, and comfort as well as carry you through this difficult time. emoticon

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AMANDALEE1107 11/13/2012 9:35AM

    So sorry for your loss. I hope you can find your joy in life again soon. We are all here for you!

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PURPLELVR7 11/13/2012 7:43AM

    so very sorry for your loss. my prayers are with you, my God comfort you in your loss

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FENWAYGIRL18 11/12/2012 11:18PM

    OMG!!!!!!!! I'm in tears I can't express how horrible I feel for you and your family! Why is it the people that have wonderful relationships always lose their soul mates, I'll never figure it out, but my heart goes out to you and your loved ones for your extreme loss!
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TEADYBEAR77 11/12/2012 10:44PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss. There's no words that I can say to bring comfort to your grief. But I do know there is a God who loves us. And there is a hope of a home in heaven. You have my prayers.

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ARIANERA 11/12/2012 9:57PM

    emoticon I am sorry to hear about your loss. I hope you are surrounded by family and friends during this awful period.

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CATHYG7 11/12/2012 9:41PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss! My prayers and thoughts for strength to get through this horrible tragedy are with you! I wish there was something more I could do, but know this...I am always here for you! Hugs, Cathy

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KATRINAKRAUT 11/12/2012 9:34PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. There is no timeline for grieving. I hope you get the love and support that you need. Healing thoughts your way.

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USMAWIFE 11/12/2012 9:33PM

    emoticon emoticon I am so very sorry to hear you lost the love of your wife. I have heard of others relating things like you did about seeing the person's spirit

Will keep you in my prayers that you get through this time knowing also that Ed is going to be watching over you always

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JUDYAMK 11/12/2012 9:33PM

    I am so sorry for your beloved loss. I do not know what to say except I am here for you
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DEBBYNATION 11/12/2012 9:32PM

    I'm saying prayers for you & your family & am so sorry you are no longer able to be together on this earth. Sending an SP hug. emoticon

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NANCYPAT1 11/12/2012 9:31PM

    OH, my dear, my heart goes out to you. Words don't help, but know that we are here for you when you want to share thoughts and just need to vent. I will keep you in my prayers. You might want to check out the Lost a Loved One team on here. It has provided a place for me to share and to vent when I needed to - losses of those dear to us continue to impact us and not everyone wants to talk or hear about it.

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