Monday, November 12, 2012
It's been a while since I was active in Spar People. I have continued on my weight lose goal. I am now at 53 lbs and my next goal is 60 by Christmas. I don't think I will have a problem with making the goal. I don't eat as healthy as I was eating when I was active in Spark. My calories are low, but before I was more cautious of balancing my carbs, protein and fat.
I am blogging because I am upset about the weight loss and what it looks like on me. My top portion looks great, but from the waist down it's absolutely HORRIFYING. My stomach is a ton of loose skin and I have started to get the loose skin on my thighs between my legs. I LOOKED BETTER FAT! I know I am healthier, I know I have more energy, I know I will live longer.
I am going to be one of the people that will need to have plastic surgery at some point. Problem is...who the heck can afford 20-30K to have a tummy tuck and thigh surgery? I was afraid of this when I started the weight lose journey because I knew there would be no way for me to afford to pay for the surgery. I will continue on and since I haven't been exercising at all, I will get back on track with that and try to target some of the areas where I have the most loose skin.