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A Letter To My Younger Self Aged (21).


Monday, November 12, 2012

By now you, will have reached, the age/time, in your life, where you will, discover the opposite, sex lads men, etc etc etc, please please be, very very carefull. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Cos someday you, will end up, getting married to, a guy who, seems very nice, called Paul Jackson, & he will, without a stroke, of a doubt, break your precious, precious heart my, love. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

He wont mean, to do this, but he wont, be able to, help himself &, he will also, end up throwing, a tall cola, glass at you, which will scar, you for life, this will end, up with you, breaking down. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

This will then, send you into, a long &, very deep depression, which will flare up, again @ some, point in the, future as things, tend to happen, like that in, life which cannot, be helped. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Eventually you will, after a long, 10 year gap, find/meet, a guy who, will flirt with, you when you, go online &, go shopping 2, but you will, play hard to, get & forget, about him for, a while. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

You will then, re - see, him again when, you go online, & go shopping, again only this, time you will, strike up a flirty, friendship & he, will talk to, you & flirt, with you again, & you will. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Flirt with him, 2 also when, you go online, @ lunch time, on your Benefit, days Thursdays every, 2 weeks &, he will follow, you into the, Lift (Elevator) &, either take you, on to Level, 1. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Or he will, take you onto, Level 2 &, he will smile, at you which, will make your, precious precious heart, melt & he, will eventually kiss, you which will, make your precious, heart melt. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

1nce more when, this happens CAUTION, he will be, friends with you, @ 1st &, you will meet, his brother Tom, who will later, on cause trouble, for you both, Tom will be, friendly with you. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Tom will then, let you both, have some space, (to get, to know each, other) then as you, & James grow, closer Tom will, become jealous of, you both &, the rest is, history as you, will find out. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

In the mean, time James will, see you sometimes, in the Library, on his day, off & he, will flirt with, you again by, holding your hands, smiling at you, he will then, try again to, kiss you. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Which you will, not give in, to cos your, again afraid 2, do as your, a shy wallflower, who is scared, of getting hurt, again by Guys, who you dont, know all that, well & who, you dont trust. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

He wiil eventually, meet up with, you on your, Birthday weekend (Saturday 8th September, Sunday 9th September, & Monday 10th September, the Big Day itself). emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

On the Saturday, 8th September he, will tell you, that he loves, you & will, kiss you this, time you will, give in 2 him, & Tom his, brother will take a, photograph of you, both which is, bad. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

As you hate, having your photograph, taken at present, then you will, realise that you, are starting to fall, for him as, he is nice, to you &, makes you feel, good inside loads. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Between the dates, of (Thursday, 1st July 2012, & to Thursday, 1st November 2012,) you will start, to change your, eating plan &, your whole Diet, will change you, will start a, new diet plan. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

You will no, longer buy any, food in a, Meal Deal as, you are dieting, you will start, buying the 500ml, & 600ml Bottles, of Diet Drinks, Diet cola Diet Pepsi Diet Tango, to help you, lose weight. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

You will also, whilst starting this, new planned Diet, have no more, tummy trouble again, you will also, start buying the, 330ml & 440ml, cans of Diet, Drink 2 these, include Diet Cola etc. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

You will also, find that all, your bigger clothes, size 28 Jeans, no longer fit, size 26 Jeans, no longer fit, size 24 Jeans, no longer fit, you will have, gone down to, the next size, down which is, size 22 Jeans. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
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WONKYSOX 12/1/2012 10:37AM

    I know this was a blog you wrote a little bit ago but the title caught my attention. It's amazing when we look back on our lives, the things that happened we would never have thought would, the different choices we would have made if we had only known the outcome. There are many amazing, wonderful, scary, things in store for the future and there is no way of knowing what tomorrow brings. The best thing we can do is hold on and stay on for the ride because our lives are the most exciting adventure we have to experience!

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KAYOTIC 11/13/2012 9:45AM

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STHAX10 11/13/2012 9:39AM

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LOSER05 11/13/2012 9:17AM

    sorry

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PATTYKLAVER 11/13/2012 5:41AM

    If we only knew then what we know now! You can rise above him. God bless you.

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FATHINSN 11/12/2012 10:15PM

    I have an almost similar letter to myself at early 20s - wish I didn't meet this guy, wish he didn't take advantages on my naive, wish I dump him much earlier!

Stay strong! What happened to you make you view the world with stronger soul and heart!

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MAGA99 11/12/2012 9:03PM

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ALEXSGIRL1 11/12/2012 8:05PM

    I have had some really horrifc things happen to me in my 20s and you would think I would want to go back and change that .But if I really think about it no way those awful heartreanching experiences made me who i am today. With time i hope you feel the same way . with time emoticon

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SUGARSMOM2 11/12/2012 6:53PM

  life . or something like it . we all have had times when we are hurt . these hurts prepare us for the real things and know the difference between that false love and true love . without the false love the real love would not stand out . like many things we have to know high and low to know the difference in either . enjoy the ride of youth . bend with the knowledge of old age . embrace it all with love . emoticon

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WINDSWEPTACRES 11/12/2012 6:22PM

    Oh, how I wish we could really warn our younger selves not to make stupid mistakes, but it never seems to work that way. Even if I could have warned my eighteen-year-old self not to marry the jerk I was dating, because I wouldn't meet the love of my life until I was forty-three, eighteen-year-old me wouldn't have believed it, because nobody wants to wait until they're OLD to find true love.

Anyway, there's such pressure to pair up, going two by two into the ark, and nobody wants to be the lone unicorn. Date night, prom night, New Year's Eve, Valentine's Day -- there's such pressure to have The One, or at least some warm body that we can fool ourselves into thinking is The One.

So we date jerks and sometimes even marry them, because we think being part of a couple is better than being alone, but it isn't. Because they're jerks, we still feel alone.





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MISSFORTE 11/12/2012 5:02PM

    sorry I know hindsight is 20/20
experience makes us stronger!

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WALLAHALLA 11/12/2012 3:06PM

    We can't change the past, but we can change our futures by making better choices today.

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COOP9002 11/12/2012 2:03PM

    It's amazing how our perceptions of life change over time.

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NIGHTSKYSTAR 11/12/2012 12:58PM

    hang in. really. time heals though it doesnt seem like it when the hurt is fresh.

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