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I'm So Sorry, (James Needham) For, The Blogs I, Wrote About You, I Only Did, This Cos You, Cruelly

Monday, November 12, 2012

I'm so sorry, (James Needham) for, the Blogs i, wrote about you, i only did, this cos you, cruelly dumped me. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

This was all, your family's fault, especially your brother (Tom), if he had'nt, have interfered by, telling your Dad, everything between us, would have been, fine we would, have been happy. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

We would have, reached our 2 months, Anniversary which we could have, celebrated a week, early on the, night you were, due to come, round (Saturday 27th October), as i had it, set up nice. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

But instead your, big brother pain, in the arse, (Tom 'Idiot' Needham), spoilt our plans, & i know, why he did, it cos he, was jealous of, us as he, thought that i, was planning to, take you away. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

From him so, that he would, end up on, his own with, no brother to, talk to about, things /hobbies, etc what ever, you boys talk, about is beyond, my belief &, understanding. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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  • v STHAX10
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    1324 days ago
  • v LOSER05
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  • v CAPECODBABE
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  • v FATHINSN
    It's sad that because of a family member's interference, you two have to break up. Anyhow, you have rise up from this and lots of revamp (room, clothes, etc), I wish I thought about doing same thing after my own breakup :D
    1325 days ago
  • v SHERRYGAYL
    Any chance things just weren't working out and James was too much of a coward to just break-up with you? How do you KNOW his brother and dad did anything? What reason would they have had to interfere in an arrangement that hadn't lasted two months?

    To be honest, if you were showing any indication of the same personality that has been in your blogs these last couple of weeks, I'd run as fast as I could in the other direction! As 1Stateofdenial said, get help! You're absolutely obsessing on this one person, according to your other posts your drinking is completely out of control, and you seem to be on a pretty serious emotional roller coaster.

    It's really starting to seem like there's an underlying disorder in all this. Depression, bipolar, OCD... I don't know, I'm not a psychiatrist. But if there is and you get treatment for it, your life will be so much better! Good luck.
    1325 days ago
  • v MAGA99
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  • v 1STATEOFDENIAL
    You're forcing yourself on this family. You're assigning them thoughts and feelings without thought to their own will and rights. Would you want them to say "She hates us for no reason! She's out to destroy our lives because she's jealous of us! She thinks she's the only person that matters!" You wouldn't like that, would you? So why do you get to assign these thoughts and feelings to them?

    I'm sorry to say this, but it's time to move on. Continuing to wrap your life around this one moment will mean you will never move on and find happiness. You're so stuck on this that you can't see all the possibilities for wonderful things around you. You're angry and sad, we get that. But continuing to waste all your energy on hating them means you have no energy left to be healthy and find happiness. They chose to do what they did, and now you are choosing to ignore your life and live in a single moment in time while wasting your energy on hate. That's not healthy. That's not productive. That's never going to help you reach your goals or find your happiness. That means you're sabotaging yourself.

    Please find a therapist to help you through this. You're digging your heels in and crawling deeper into this hole of depression. You need help to get out of it - we all need help sometimes and right now you need it. The longer you put off finding help the harder it will be to find your way back to happiness.
    1325 days ago
  • v SNUZSUZ
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  • v CARRAND
    You are better off without him. It's time to let go and move on.
    1325 days ago
  • v WALLAHALLA
    If his head was that easily turned, it isn't a very good one, and you are better without it. You need a man who can think for himself.
    1325 days ago
  • v 3016DEBRA
    Pleeeeease, STOP LETTING HIM OCCUPY SO MUCH OF YOUR TIME!!!!
    emoticon He's not worth it...every second you are spending me-moaning this guy, is a second you are denying yourself happness! emoticon
    You may be missing out on somebody that is worth your affection, right? emoticon
    Life is fleeting & it is meant to be LIVED TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY!!!
    Get out there & live yours, sweetie! Best wishes to you emoticon emoticon
    1325 days ago
  • v MISSM66
    Think about you,because you'r Number One Let go and let god take care of things, emoticon emoticon
    1325 days ago
  • v KAYLSLYNN
    YOU NEED TO LET THIS GO AND GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE. I KNEW THIS IS EASIER SAID THEN DONE. YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY I AM SORRY ABOUT HE WAS THE JERK . PLEASE TRY TO MOVE ON AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE. PLEASE IF YOUR PRAY ASK GOD TO HELP YOU GET OVER THIS AND HIM. HAVE A BLESSED DAY KAY
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  • v TUBLADY
    I hope you can let this go.
    Too complicated. Take care of yourself.
    Things don't always work out between two people.
    Sometimes it's years befor they realize it.
    Although you are miserable right now, it was a short time, better now than later when the feeling go even deeper.
    Move on.. Show how resilient and strong you are.
    Don't let him wreck more of your life.
    Take care.
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    1325 days ago
  • v ANGRITTER
    Okay, now you need to break this down for me. Why couldn't his parents know about you? What is it that is so wrong with you 2 being together that they would object?

    And yes, I did get your phone #, but I cannot afford international calls as my parents pay all the bills until my disability picks up.
    1325 days ago
  • v SUGARSMOM2
    emoticon emoticon emoticon you must be hurt . hope soon it goes away .
    1325 days ago
  • v BLINGANDBOWS27
    Sometimes, when people hurt us really bad and break our emoticon hearts we have to "rise above". I know this is always much easier said then done and I know when you think you've found "the one" it can be devastating to learn that they allow others to interfe in your relationship. It seems to me you are a very loving and dedicated woman. Take that positive energy and put that to good use. When you focus on you and maintain confidence a worthy NEW, much more attractive man will come along and sweep you off your feet. You are worth more than a mean ex boyfriend. Once he see's you've moved on I'm certain he'll come crawling back and you'll be wayyyyyyy past him!
    1325 days ago
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